Submitted by Steve Oliver on January 15, 2008 - 7:29am
Granted it was taco bell at 10:30pm - but two free taco supremes showed me something 'good' tonight. I ordered two bean burritos. $2.13, she said. Instead of paying for my arcade food with coins, I gave the mexican girl 3 easy 1's. Before I left, she offered my two free taco supremes. Kinda like how yesterday I was comfortable putting down a generous tip for my dinner before Gabe insisted to pay the whole tab. I guess the universe is returning Abundance to me when I live it, give it. Thank you, Universe. It's good to be Home.
Submitted by Steve Oliver on January 14, 2008 - 5:17am
Gabe bought dinner as Happy Sushi for us tonight. Christian Brothers will need some web love soon, he figures :) For sure. Marianne and Ross pointed out some helpful things for my relationship - I want Meredith and I to be boyfriend and girlfriend not husband and wife. I need to be a young man with a girlfriend. She needs to be a leader for herself. AAh Just looking at some of the emails and text messages she's been sending is so frustrating. I can't even read the last message she sent. My eyes just glaze over - I just read babble babble babble...
Submitted by Steve Oliver on January 10, 2008 - 6:27am
She is the possibility of love and connectedness; fun, partnership, courage, grace.
I am the possibility of choice and appreciation.
Submitted by Steve Oliver on January 6, 2008 - 10:11am
I totaled her dad's car. I took her virginity at 16. We joined the mile high club on the way to Australia. We did MDMA on top of Yosmite.
Submitted by Steve Oliver on December 27, 2007 - 7:44pm
I just read the DailyOM for today called "At Your Own Pace" and am feeling encouraged to move forward with what I'm doing - going to school, building my business, helping my family, etc - at my own pace. I've felt anxious about Mom and Eddie, which will have an affect on where I go to school and live. But if I stay focused on the journey I'm on, I'll move at the right pace and we will all end up together eventually.
Submitted by Steve Oliver on December 21, 2007 - 5:04pm
Retarded! How could I have Analytics so screwed up?!! Possibility: Responsibility for mistakes! Learning from experience!
Submitted by Steve Oliver on December 19, 2007 - 6:36am
I skated in the rain and got a new smoothness in my 5-0 grinds I've never had. It started a great run. I got a tailslide in. I almost pulled a frontside shove-it up the curb :) I manualed up again and got a clean backside 180 down it. Out of that I got a half-cab up the second manual pad and came off solid. Driving home I laughed out loud to Ohh willly will won't go home! :)
Submitted by Steve Oliver on December 18, 2007 - 9:59pm
OW!! FUCK! Anesthetic is wearing off! (I got a cleaning and two fillings this morning!)
Submitted by Steve Oliver on December 14, 2007 - 3:22am
I saw Doctor Daniel at Pearle Vision for my first eye exam this morning. He said my eyes were healthy and I could see at 20 feet what most people could see at 13. Just yesterday I was telling my mom that I feel like sometimes I can't see past my nose. And I feel the theme with my relationship with Meredith is that I'm flying blind. Some times I lack the vision she does and get caught up in what I see - what I don't like about her, me, our relationship. But I'm learning to completely accept her (as another Me) and enjoy our relationship fully.
Submitted by Steve Oliver on December 12, 2007 - 7:25pm
I can play. I know when bills are due - I'll be able to pay them all :) - Guitar is fun, downloading music is better! Business is lined up. Love-n-Cacao is delicious and skating is amazing.
